The train pulled into the
station on August 6, 1942. Among the
thousand or so passengers who disembarked after a long uncomfortable trip from
Holland was a woman clad in the habit of a Discalced Carmelite nun.
The
station was Auschwitz.
The
Carmelite’s name was Sr. Teresia Benedicta a Cruce, born Edith Stein on Oct 12,
1891 in Breslau, Poland. She was the
youngest of 11 children welcomed into a devoutly observant Jewish
household. Her academic brilliance was
obvious at an early age. She wrote that
at 14 she, “consciously and deliberately
stopped praying” so as to rely exclusively on herself and to make all decisions
about her life in freedom. She received
a doctorate in philosophy from the University of Freiborg summa cum laude. Her
dissertation was titled, “On the Problem of Empathy.” She later worked with her mentor Edmund
Husserl, the founder of phenomenology. She
embraced Catholicism during her studies.
Two
episodes stand out in her move from the perceived freedom of atheistic self-dependence
to the radical freedom of those who live under the cross of Christ. The first was when she visited with the young
widow of a colleague and friend killed in World War I. Though bereaved the widow’s faith was such
that she consoled those who came to console her. Recalling the incident later, Stein wrote, “It
was my first encounter with the cross and the divine power that it bestows on
those who carry it. For the first time I
was seeing with my own eyes the Church born from its redeemer’s sufferings triumphant
over the sting of death. That was the moment
my unbelief collapsed and Christ shone forth—in the mystery of his cross.” The second episode was her encounter with the
autobiography of St. Teresa of Avila. Upon
closing the book, which she read in one sitting she said, “This is the
truth.”
Her
remaining years were marked by carrying and living under the shadow of the
cross. She had difficulty gaining
admission to Carmel but was finally able to enter in Cologne in 1933. The pain she caused her family by her conversion
and entry into religious life is indescribable.
Because of the increasing
persecution of Jews in Germany she was secretly sent to the Carmel in Echt,
Holland in 1938. At Echt she wrote her
last work, fittingly titled, The Science
of the Cross. She was taken from the Carmel on 2 August 1942
along with her sister Rosa who had become a Catholic though not a nun. A few days earlier, when questions about possible
rescue were raised Stein dismissed them. “Do not do it. Why should I be spared? Is it not right that I should gain no
advantage from my Baptism? If I cannot
share the lot of my brothers and sisters; my life, in a certain sense, is
destroyed.”
Stein
carried her cross to Calvary 75 years ago today. She left behind 17 volumes of writings including
difficult philosophical works, papers on educational theory, and a huge trove
of letters to a diverse group of correspondents. The letters are her most accessible
writing.
Released from the shackles of
the illusory atheistic freedom she found radical freedom in the science and
shadow of the cross. In the homily at her canonization Mass, St. Pope John Paul
quoted Stein:
"Do not
accept anything as the truth if it lacks love.
And do not
accept anything as love which lacks truth!"
One without the
other becomes a destructive lie.
Sometimes one stands in front of a history such as this and realizes that there is nothing more to say.
+Fr. Jack, SJ, MD
Thanks Father!
ReplyDeleteYou are welcome. Stein plays an important part in my prayer and spiritual life.
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